Today ended up being a whirlwind of a day. Started out going to the gym for two swim classes. I injured my knee back in September and have hardly moved. I decided it was about time I did something so I joined some swim exercise classes at the local Y. Our two youngest girls have had the pleasure of being formally tortured by me as I make them attend “the old people classes” at the Y. Half the fun of the class is watching my 12 and 13 year old making fun of me and the rest of the class. In which I would be the youngest if I didn’t force them to go.
After some errands I had a long conversation with my daughter in law in which I ended up being overwhelmed with emotion so I dropped the girls off and went to my dads house. I figured I needed someone who could cheer me up and I needed to run to Des Moines anyway. The visit went as expected, my dad is a follower of our savior and he pointed me right to him. I hope I was able to do the same as I have come across a new resource for studying the Bible that looks really exciting. It is verse by verse international.org The Pastor goes through the bible just like it says verse by verse. You can listen to his sermons and follow along with his outlines. This is awesome as Kent won’t have access to sermons, but I can print these out and send them to him.
This is so hard for me as a wife to see the one person I love more than anyone or anything in the world to go through. I’m staying behind while he is gone. I can still go to the gym and get what I need there. I can go to church and get what I need there. I have all the resources at my fingertips. But, my other half and I would say the one that has made me a better person in this life doesn’t have the same privileges. My heart breaks for him missing out on this next year. While I am looking forward to this next chapter in our lives and what I can do to improve myself and my relationships with the kids and growing in my relationship with God he will be alone. And while he is physically alone, he will not be alone. I will be with him in his heart. I hope he will surrender more and more each day to the creator of this universe. I hope he will grow into what God has intended for him in this life, because he is an amazing man raised by an amazing family. And I have faith that the best is yet to come.
“And if it is evil in your eyes to serve the LORD, choose this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your fathers served in the region beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.”